Thursday, July 28, 2011

After...

What was once a great time...become what known as..the dark past in one point of life...hmmm...well people said..i never really looking..but do you guys really understand the point that i m standing on? i doubt you do..honestly and seriously....till now i have yet to found..the light in the darkness..well...you would say " have you really try changing yourself? maybe that was problem?" well as a matter i did for a short period of time...but then i realize..if people don't really understand you or even at least try to do so..why bother adding another piece of problem to the already...mountain size of problem...maybe one of em was..i never try to tell anyone what i m going through..because...i m afraid it will lead to another problem...well i don't really know if..aah nevermind..

for what was once a hope..
has now become a shattered memories..
for this memories..will forever remain a scar..
this scar will mark the pain..the suffering and the torment i went through...
the moment i fought against what was known as..darkness..
where it finally leads to nothing but being consumed by more..
love was nothing but a mere sadness and pain...
what does love really signify?? i do not know the answer...
as what i have felt..was pain..and pain alone..
the pain in the chest...that has yet to lifted of this chest of mine..
where it bleeds..and bleeds for nonstop over the time..
where is? the cure..where is the lights?

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