In the End..all i get was..

I don't know why..and i don't know how..all i know was..i tried my best to get her..i admit maybe i wasn't good enough..but..i been trying for months..and nothings..i went through hurricanes to get this close..yet..i m a non existing object in her eyes, someone who is not getting anything for that he has done, you know..all i want to know..is the answer to all that i have done..am i still someone in her mind? do i still exist in her eyes...finally..i know...i m just no one...a no one who is only a someone when i m needed..a no one when there nothing else..

I just want you to know..i did everything that i did not ever done to any girls in my life..i want you to know..i really do love you..but you never realize that..i went through all the walls just to get close to you...but..what have you shown me? All you did was...ended up with someone you known not far off the distance right off the bat...even when you are with him..i feel slight pain..but now it no longer bothers me..because i trusted all yours words..for what you said...but all of it was a lies..even though i know it was all along a lies..i know you will fall for him..it only a matter of time...i will not said anything about that..it your call..your decision..when you said "Forever doesnt exist" do you know why?

It because you yourself have a quick change of heart..so how could forever last?...you said waiting for you was also a lie..but i did that i waited for you..when you were with some other guys...i waited..i drop my tears for you..i ignored what everyone said...in the end..what they said was right...my fights are not with you...but it was not my time yet..

i will accept all that happen right till this moment..a dream that i have live in...i thank you for all your time...you have given me something that i have not felt in years...

whatever it is that you do or choose..i m always with you...and i will pray for you..that what you chose is the right one.

I..know when someone lie to me..i know when is the time to quit...and this is the time that i quit...good bye..