Her

Well..i don't know why you guys said.."there better one out there.." well there is...for every girls you chose..there always a better version of it...there even a better version of yourself...but whether someone is good enough for you...it all depend on you yourself...i have never found any girl as amusing as her...i would rather said..she the 1st one that i really really liked after years of questioning myself with tons of question...say what you want about her...i know..i know everything..

but everything just broke down all over again..

i should have wake up from this dream..

you know..i gave you everything..

but you never appreciate any of it..

not like every girls are bad..

but you..i trusted you..

i accepted the part about you..

but you have once again fail to proof what you said..

you said promises and such are never real..

forever doesnt exist..

but..have you realized?

there always someone waiting for you..

even when you were with that guy..

even when you talk with him...

when you did everything to him..

this guy tolerated all of it...

all of which no guy can take it..

i shed tears...blood...trust..

but in the end..

what have you given me?

nothing...

nothing but lies...

more lies...

but i tolerated it..stand against it..

believing one day you would realize...

no one will do this much for you...

how many guy can stand and watch you happily with another guy?

how many guy can give you the freedom you wanted so much?

how many guy...would shed their tears for you?

how many guy...would tolerate all the lies you give em?

most importantly...how many would never back down despite all this?

there aint much...in the end..

i can only stand by in a distance..watching you..

happily with another guy..

but i would not stop that..

as i know..your smile matter the most...

even if you dont give a damn to me...

in the end..your smiles is all i want to see..

i..cant do much...i know..

my own limits..

i m just a nobody...to you..

i might just a guy who you can talk to...

you might not think much...

that all...your smiles is all i want to see...

i wish you all the best..

you might not see this..

in my heart i have always been wishing you the best..

so that one day you can show a meaningful and truthful smiles..

not the mask you are hiding behind..

Thanks..for holding on...with a nobody like me..

thanks..