Is it hard??

You know all i wish for..was to end this thinking of getting in love, it hurts..i want to forget..forget everything..even forgetting myself...is it hard to find a girl who did love you for who you are...talking to you day and night..caring for you..help you to cheer up when your down..do funny thing with you, and spend some of her time with you, you know..those are what i see..not what i do..it only appear in my dream...all i want is a girl who love me as much as i do love them...i been trick and used by girls...i never got anything in return..maybe to love is not to expect anything in return...but accept what they offer...are there any thing that actually real in my life?? i just don't know..