finally..decided to update..this blog is going become once in a blue moon update..was kinda lazy..but demonic girl aka elle was nagging me.."update laa fatty.." oh well..thing been going pretty smooth or a little rough i guess..
Just finish exam about a month ago...was finally relieve..but..i gota resit 1 subs..well...doesnt really bother me much..as it quite easy..why i fail??i dont know...you know they saying..it rains when you least expected it..and so bam..it falls on me...
what about life itself??nah..well thing is just like normal..i mean..it just goes and comes..when i finally admit it..it was too late to turn back..i knew i m a dummy..but..after awhile it just get knocked out cold..and now i m thinking..do i really really like her..or am i just desperate??that it turns out i m lying to myself..that i really do like her..after awhile i finally get it..this whole damn time..i was really aiming for one..and i m trying my best now..i dont wanna be too pushy..this might be a joke but..i fail more then anybody else..and i know what happen when thing get too pushy..well either way..i feel like dropping it all behind..and work towards what benefit me..and not what dragging me down..well..let this ended..
about study...already ended my foundation..and right now i m planning to do network and computer engineering..but since i m in a different course..(since it in engineering..and i m in another one) i dont know whether it will be ok for me to get in..if cant..i might change to other coll..but that in the future..
as i m right now..i dont think i m ready for it..this might be on hold..and who knows..i might met someone new..but i still cant forget her...well..it will work out somehow..
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